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With a Swing I Smash the Reflection

by America is a Mistake

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1.
throw my ID to the dogs tear like wolves bureaucracy snow in moscow still in reach stuck in the airport reading mayakovsky and when i'm on house arrest remember when we watched the baader-meinhof complex be honest is it political when we have sex? you're my soviet passport and when i'm in a labor camp remember when we laughed at paper tigers, watch them crash america is fucking trashed we're all just sitting back you're my soviet passport but i wanted to come back to my bed filled with spiders when you look out at the streets are they filled with me? when you look at me i'm filled with hopes that never were like the liberation of the workers of the world you are a commodity fetish i want to billy bragg about, you i want to, i want you
2.
staring from the window out young eyes gaze for miles why mother, can't i play like them? you, feign a smile feeling incapable to connect and i know that it's all in my head give me a reason to hate you like i hate myself feast upon your id apologies only exist to put a guilty mind at ease there is no redemptive act it's just your soul's wish to appease so sorry for what i did to you still ask myself christ, what did i put you through? and what kind of brother am i? to smile off the beast i made of you
3.
as i die i'll surely laugh because my pain has come to pass my past arraigned within god's grasp arranged and ordered neatly so as my fears and worries grow his mercy breaks my every bone at the end my inquiry always was and still will be did he who made the lamb make me?
4.
in separate locales we act out our lives so take my advice digital affection will always suffice and i reside inside her device even if it's inanimate i bring its plastic back to life digital affection will always suffice reckless begging for my heart to get wrecked and next week is seven days closer to seeing you again two tampon'd girl
5.
Rooftop Chin 03:26
i see you sitting there, rooftop chin with your cool blank stare, all mono no aware and i want you to know that you are the bad taste in my mourning mouth why are all of these apples rolling around on my roof i'm a big bucket of regret so I'll stumble down to my cellar door all i want for christmas is an unavoidable life tragedy i'm the host of this placenta potluck and we're all hungry ghosts and you tell me that you've got just the job for a telemarketer all i want is a granny dinner but she's got a thyroid storm a-brewin screenshot your precious memories and know that you'll never be a daughter to me
6.
Skippy 03:24
bring me flowers for my moribund aesthetic guess i'll just radiate my ethics every chemical is so synthetic justifies the use of all my anaesthetics you carve me out you push me back you sank below my æther as a lowly underman you carve me out you push me back i was a clock inside your hole a prisoner in your skull you carve me out you push me back if you can never find the words you'll never be rosa luxemburg is this what you wanted, man? and what did you reall expect from me? i guess i'll climb up limb by limb i'll stumble, slide, head back again to think is just a violent act so i guess you'll have to cover me in bruises
7.
to be ripped from nonexistence by a dull knife and hesitant hand hanging from a hollow birch tree i'll keep swinging, that's my plan why must i tarnish as i'm told? tomorrow isn't silver tomorrow isn't gold setting up shop in nullity you don't wanna see the sun come up you've been lost, so hard to define always there in the back of my mind doomed to make yourself doomed or were you just made doomed? the concept of survival means suicide by the installment plan let's not participate let's build the party kill every day me arms without army you've been in the dark for so damn long now i'm left to search for a piece of mind picking up the shards you left behind every pleasure is so irate drowning lake open the gate dry up the colors you create take sides that which runs through us all to accelerate sweet collapse lest we sit down and survive
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Squigdaggle 02:35
10.
i didn't think i could hate myself anymore but here i am broken mirror reflecting broken person staring into broken glass shard shattered hands thoughts about window panes and pushing my fists through them drove down independence singing "1979" thinking about you and now i'm worried that mosquitoes have laid their eggs inside of me a stupid anxiety but now it's got the best of me so much has happened since the last time that we spoke fantasies about you reaching out and i choke i even went so far as to change your contact in my phone now DNR is all i'll see when you get bored of being home alone i'd let it go to voicemail no i'd answer in a second my eyes fill with tears and my meaningless forgiveness will be regretted
11.
we know ideas don't revolt but catch what these bodies can do and we will be better when you're dead spencer we're coming for you give me my proletariat survival guide happiness is so bourgeois the state is my favorite exhibit in the museum what do we do with a fascist? worse than history is coming for him there's a beach under the sidewalk and it's waiting there for us the garden of winter came to me by night just get me out of here don't make me stay longer than ever the palace of winter destroyed over night just get them out of here and make them pay if you're not throwing rocks at the king's door you're just one of his jesters there's ideology in every stroke in every last whining gesture

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released October 27, 2017

Jane Askew- Drums, Percussion, Synths
Corbin Lenard- Bass, Vocals, Additional Guitar on 3
Jodi Mattiaccy- Guitar, Vocals

Dylan Fleming- Bass on 2-4
NPE- Vocals on 5
Words on 1, 2, 5, 6, 7, and 11 by Askew. Words on 1, 3, 4, and 10 by US.
Words on 9 are from Dr. Matthew Moore's "Would We Be Better Off Without a Self?" lecture.

Recorded by Henry Neal, Swan Michelle Askew, and Corbin Lenard. But mostly by Henry Neal.
Mixed by Jon Michael Askew and Corbin Lenard Summer 2k17.
Mastered by Blake Bruchette.

Thank you to our friends and family, as well as anyone who has played with us, helped us book a show, given us a place to stay, etc. Special thanks to Jeremy Corbyn, Scott Wynne, Bagel Pigeon, Madison Samuels, Brett Green, Lillian Hunter, Conor Mckenzie and Scott Haynes, that guy at the pizza place in Connecticut, who, upon us telling him we lost the key to the van, told us that that was a bad idea, Dylan Fleming, NPE, CCC, Ronnie Richardson, and Richey Edwards.

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